...for awhile anyways :( Today I finished my last exams. One in forensics and one in physics. I received two phone calls today. One from my sister and one from my mom both congratulating me on finishing my 3rd semester in school.
It seems like it was only just October when I made my decision to take some time off from school. My, my, how the time has flown by. I'm now "free" to make a different set of life plans. To re-evaluate what I want for myself out of life. To find the person that I want to be and not regret any decision I make. It's what I want, what I need, and it feels right.
None of you know yet, because you have not been told, but I am in a sorority. One full of great girls whom I love with all my heart. And yes, it sounds cliche, but they have been the best family a girl could ask for (along with the
BFF I have in
Kels). All the friends I have made here in the "
Arctic Tundra" will be missed greatly. More than words can say, REALLY!
Throughout it all there is a group of us. 3 of us actually. Me,
Kels, and a friend named Alex. We all met last year during our first week as freshman, became a "triangle" and even though we have gone through ups AND downs we are
inseparable. We have all been trying so hard to make time to spend with each other during this week, which wasn't really that hard. (
Kels and I had quite a few outings together; Alex and I are in the same sorority and live in the same house.) So tomorrow, the three "triangle points" are going out for one last
Hoorah as
Kels would say and since it is "honor" of me, I have to choose. That is no easy task. But when it is all over it is on to the real life of packing. Those two are packing to go home for the holidays. Me on the other hand, I am packing to move home. That thought saddens me. A LOT! But as stated earlier, it is the right thing to do.
I am a big believer in signs. Those little things that happen and you think have no significance on you. I'm one of those people who believes that God makes everything happen for a reason. So here is the reason for this paragraph.
I can't figure out if God is telling me to stay or go:
-My car won't start.
-My packing isn't working out just right
-My relationship with one person is a little shady.
-My plan for what I will be doing in the upcoming months isn't really a PLAN yet.
(i.e. all decisions and thoughts are still up in the air.)
When I go and think about all these, my mind throws in what God would say and what two people
in particular would say and it makes me wonder. But overall, I feel "RIGHT."
So, hopefully, I am reading my signs right and leaving is the thing to do.
Well I have to meet my Big Sis...Christmas presents are to be exchanged and if I'm going to meet her on time I've got to jet.
~
Kayt~
